I Pray.

To the one in heaven:

Dearest God,

I pray for strength, mentally, and physically.

Help me emotionally and mentally.

Help me help him.

Show me the way out.

Help me show him the way out.

Help me help him come to his senses.

Let him come to know you.

Let him know that you will be with him.

Let him know that in whatever circumstances,

you will be there to provide for him.

Show him that you care.

Show him your love and blessings.

In the name of Jesus,

Amen

Parents are NOT obliged to provide for you after 21.

Parents will always care for you,

No matter where and when.

Even when they are old,

you are still a kid in their eyes.

The only difference is that by that time, you would be to them a mature kid,

Knowing how to make your own decisions in life,

Knowing how to stand on your own.

How can you, on the fateful morning of 27th December 2009,

tell me that you can stand on your own two feet

when now, all i see is lies, and more lies.

You can never run, you can never hide.

Your mum will always have the sixth sense to know that you are lying.

But why doesn't she say it?

Because it wont make any difference anyway

She now fears you.

The petite, weak lady fears you.

All that she has in her are Worries and Fear.

She DOES NOT deserve these nonsense from you.

You're old enough to be matured.

But no, your actions are similar to that of a 5 year old kid.

Who do you study for anyway?

Your grandmother? Your parents?

If you do not want that degree, then suit yourself.

Stop putting the blame on your parents.

Why do you like going against your parents so much?

What will you get in return from raising your voice,

What will you get in return from going berserk and turning the whole house

into a wholesale market?

How much longer are you going to beg for these small amount of money?

How much longer do you want to take your stress, your anger, your frustrations out on your family members?

Enough already.

Settle your own problems.

Your parents owe you NOTHING

YOU are the cause of your troubles and problems.

YOU brought all that happened upon yourself.

ALL these, through your actions and words.

One by one, you start to lose.

Please spare me.

Please spare your MUM.

The one who had to endure your nonsense when your Dad was not around.

If all these go on,

I will consult a Psychologist in place of you.

If i had the means.

I would move out.

I don't deserve your nonsense.

Your FAMILY don't deserve your nonsense.

This is not what your Parents raise you for.

This is not what i respected you for.

This is not what people loved you for.

You have changed.

We don't know who you are anymore.

If you don't find yourself back.

we can NEVER find you back too.