A Better Future

Hi Roseann Heng.

I have mentioned you big and clear right there.

This Paragraph is dedicated to you.

Thanks for always crapping with me.

And crapping with Brice.

We make the crappiest Trio.

I made a decision within this 2 weeks.

I am going to take a break.

I have made too many mistakes,

I have too much self-inflicted emotional and mental stress.

I have been doing too much, that i got carried away.

I now need time to cool off and relax my mind.

I have much to say, to fight and defend for myself.

But whats the point already?

All these have been Superficial.

It was all wishful thinking on my part.

And i guess, there are some people i cannot trust already.

You could say i am now more cautious about what i say and who i say it too.

I now totally understand that the only trustworthy person on earth, is yourself.

Happiness, i believe is doing something you enjoy.

In other words, if you enjoy doing it, you will be happy.

I always ask my close friends and relatives, "How do you Stay Happy?"

And there is only 1 answer.

"Focus on happy stuff"

I have been advising people not to dwell in the past,

I failed to practice this.

1) Because you cant change the past.

The only thing you can change is the future.

2) I have been focusing too much on the past,

that i always end up at the same spot, end up being sad.

3) I have been focusing too much on people.

I should focus on myself

I sat down, with a glass of wine.

As i sipped the wine,

I offered myself a toast.

My conscious gave me 4 words

"To a Better Future"