i realised after so long,

that im not able to live in peace after all.

No matter how hard i try to forget,

the past haunts me.

I lived in fear.

Im living in fear,

and i fear i would be living in fear.

Why can't people leave me alone?

What have i done to deserve all these complexity and complications of the human world?

What Exactly?

What have i done to not deserve how i want to live my life?

I convince and advise people not to let the comment's of others get them down.

I tell them that no one can teach or tell you how to live your life.

But in my case, i feel that im FORCED to live the way the world wants me to live.

i could really use some advice from other people.

I could really use some comments from other people.

I could really uses some encouragement from other people.

I could really use some love from other people.

I could, i really could.